Tick Tock♪

As the music begans to play, I just can't seem to control my mind.Memories spinning round and round inside it. Every beat bringing me backwards and further from Now.As if I'm away from the peoples-those Ugly & disgusting stuff beneath them.

Many Gurls are going crazy with twilight, so am i. Ya, same with the others I hope and wish badly I'm Bella. Well only the beautiful Love story between them and how they Really can't be apart. Which will definately not happen in our lives. Merely Fiction. I miss my past.Tho stupid but I do miss it. If i have the choice to go back,I would choose to repeat whatever i did. Only a lil part of it I don't.

I saw rainbow today. Can't describe how i felt..I was just really really happy. A very comfortable feeling comes up deep down from my heart. Where were those volunteer shoulders for me to cry on? I lost it, cuz of myself. I dun have other place to go to whenever i need one. All of the sudden, I'm so lifeless and so not important. But i noe Hub..U'r oways there for me.Sorry I'm still wide awake.I can't get to sleep.

For peoples from my past:

Smile always,I Love to see u guys smile.

it just literally makes me feel warm and happy.

Keep it up with the things u R doing now, thats great

I never saw U the way you are now.

Come back, anytime u want to.

I'm always waiting for you guys.

I miss our cranky jokes,

tho it is so so Lame.

I miss our laughter,

tho its so loud.

I miss you people badly.

So badly...that it could gimme heartache.

I tried so hard to get a grip of myself.

But I always lose to the Lonesome night.

And the beautiful Lies.

xoxo

Love,

ann sze

Short update=)

Latest me^^

Finally~i can update my blog.wuahaha using 'someone's laptop for sure~ as ya noe my dad lappie sucks. So here's a short one. Went sing k wif my coll mates after v finish our final.Oh yes~i'm having sem break now =D Hurray people~~

peiying(ah zhi's gf),xin yi( dear aka sha jie),me N yenni( sha sha aka Nini)^^

IDBA13&14^^ Group pics~~♥♥♥ loads of♥

I was not in a good condition that day,singing made my throat more sore.=.="but was happy to spend time with time before they went back to their hometown.

Followed by my cousin,sherry b'day..v treat her at

The apartment restaurant..♠

the waiter was very friendly and nice enough that he volunteer to take some pictures of Us~=D

I think his name was Alan.>.

Me N yoke jie^^ and her Ayumi doll

sze,yoke and Nee

me again,sherry and her lil sis

Four lil princess~♀^^

Currently @station 1 wif my hubby..it was a short time of sem break and I'm already missing my dears and babes~wish u gurls come back soon. Happy enough^^ i went shopping yesterday.Bough loads of loads of stuff wahaha...sis u wanna see it?skip ur dumb assignments and come back.=p I'm waiting~thats it for now.I'll try to update as soon as possible.

Toodles~

XOXO

Love.

ann sze ^^

Life

Life is so uncertain

We don't know wat is going to happen next.

Sorry this blog has became so Dead.

I just dun seem to have the feel to blog everytime.

whenever I'm sad or happy.

Well being around people and wash away my worries.

Enjoy jokes and entertainments have became my solution apart from

blogging.

I don't share my thoughts with anyone like how i used to be.

I like to keep it to myself now.

Yes.I do believe that no one will understand me.

My contradiction thoughts

my mood swing.

But no,of course i'm not a freak.

No one know how heartbroken and sad i can be.

I dun wanna be an emo Queen.

I want my life to fill with enjoyment

Laugh out loud till my lungs hurts.

Do anything that i like.

Not giving a damn of whats around me.

I see that there are people that are so Perfect and yet they whine about they perfect life

and claim that ppl don't get their problems.

Grow up people!

It is not ur life is not perfect,

it is because it is too perfect..so u guys want it to be dramatic blah blah blah~

And now u will say 'Who r u to judge me?' right?

Sorry,ignore my impetuosity.

Be grateful,appreciate what u Own now.

Eventho it is not perfect.

I'm learning.trying hard to remind myself everytime.

Life can be simple.

xoxo

Love,

Ann sze

心在哪?

不高兴。
我的努力，
你
看不到
感觉不到
也不知道。

是我
不够认真吗？
上一段感情
让我跌得好深好深。
几乎都爬不起来
但我没在这里说过

我
对于我爱的人，
从来都没玩弄
也没有耍什么心机。
就单纯的说我想说的
做我想为他做的

但是，
很不公平的
别的女生总是胜任了。
爱一个人
原来是需要耍心机。
是这样的吗？

我不服气
所以选择默默地等待。
换来的是
被遗忘和不愿回头的
坚持。

我爱的人，
只看见我的
小姐脾气，
看不到我的
撒娇。
看见我的
粗疏，
却看不见我的
温柔。
只知道我的
冷淡，
都不知道我对他的
坚持。
只听见我的
埋怨，
听不见我的
真心话。

为什么呢.
难道一定要
透过
facebook留言，
msn
或是blog
那样才表达得到吗？

你
就真的只看得见
那些表面的东西吗？？

你
所做的
别人和我都看到。
我做的
除了我，
都没人懂
那就代表我没做吗？

我写了这篇心事
就代表我在耍花样了吗？
那她们不也是吗？？？

我所写的
不够她们来得
触动人心。
我也不要！
但都是，
我要说的


爱情随着时间
就开始流逝了。
你不懂，
我要的是
单纯的爱。
你给的却是
有条件的爱。


Love,
ann sze.

Need more

Sorry for not updating again guys.I've been sick for two days and ya hope god bless me that i wont besick anymore cuz its damn hectic~=.= I'll make my blog short than its original post cuz I'm still weak cuz of the stupid Fever,gastric,aching and vomitting shit effects on me.ehem..pardon me.=D Well I'll start from my cousin Ai Rene's wedding dinner.

me and cousin-yoke-



sze-yoke-nicole

bride in the gold gaun^^

after that v plan to go genting.it came out all of the sudden but it was cancelled due to some reason and v went yumcha wif sis's F6 mates.

me N my sis^-^

cousin sis N mates.

Next day,it's carmen's big day LOL.had lunch @ Fridays since our gurl wana have western food.

snap snap

me carmen N shu bing^^ groups pics
Sorry dear v cant acelebrate ur bday on that night.hope u got ur wishes all come true.**Smooches**

Next up,went OU for movie i dun like it very much cuz its brings out no meaning to me.

rate? 2/10

went for lunch @ Chili's

I'm such a potato lover>.<

oh ya..i got a new haircut.cant wait to see it??wait for my next updates!

Love,

Ann sze.

I miss the love and the tenderness

that i used to own.Izzit because i was young or

cuz I'm starting to be selfish?

1+1=2

I don't think there's any need of explanation.

I do things wif my own reason.

I ended this and i'm already prepared to be judged as a bad person.

All of your words make it like its my fault.

Thanks.

P.S:

Don't judge if U people don't know whats going on.

Me me Me~^-^

I slept like its no one's business whenever i can.Thing haven't been smooth but i still survive*winks*.As i promised,I'm here for a lil update.Was awakened by my babe call asking me to go for a movie.I was damn tiring and i wake up a few hours after her call and replied YES cuz v gonna watch 'Final Destination' 3D version~The story line was so so.One thing is,it is full of blood and flesh which make us go Eww~and Yuckss in the cinema.LOL Went to sing k session wif mah old gang^^.I realise my time is full of outings,i So did not do tat in purpose.Since there are activties for me,how could i say No?Way better than rotting at home,right?
Babe asked me to pose emo lol

Me & the lovely babe^^

Alex and mua

look so dumb.was talking on phone wif 'someone'
(dun rememeber who was it anyway>.<)

Us,look so pale.

Outing wif mah couzee as i promised.

My outfit of the day had lunch at shabu shabu
The place was EMPTY there.well almost.

snap while waiting for the food.

Pics of my psycho cousin haha

Regret that i order lots of food.v cant even finish it up.V watch 'The Unbelievable'.Kindda waste of my money.Well follow by a very bad incident tat happen to my baby viva=.=Never mind,as i said..at the wrong place at the wrong time.Assume that its just a bad day,then I'll go OVer the MooN Again^_______________^

Love,

ann sze

Things that are important won't be forgotten.

Just like U to me.