Heartache.

Honestly, I hate taking care of other's feelings.

I hate that it is Only ME who cares about others.

If I can, I wouldn't be the one.

but i can't betray my conscience.

Which is a damn stupid thing about me.

do you really know,

hoe much it hurts when u can't find anyone

to understand u?

to actually use their Heart to FEEL your pain?

FML!!!

DO YOU KNOW

how stupid does it feel to be Me?

how hurt to be pointed as someone

who is being a Bitch?

To be someone i can't be,

It really suffocates me.

Where the truth is,

I never mean to trigger other's guard.

I'm just being me.

Someone close to me said

my attitude is weird.

I'm not being normal,not like other girls.

So I am a abnormal Bitch.

Even being myself is weird???

What on earth is happening around me.

Thats what we call a Fucking Unique girl ok.

Console my fren seems to be my Job

and of course I love to.

but when its time that i'm sad.

where the hell is everyone?

.............................................................

I'll end up cracking jokes and laugh over it.

All and All over again.

There's always a question in my mind.

What about me?? What about me???

WHAT ABOUT ME????

I shouted a million times!!!

What about me......

I'm just so easy to be fool

cuz that would make things easier for U people.

It doesn't means I'm a dumb girl.

Where is YOUR heart?

Use ur's to feel mine.

Do you feel how twisted and broken it is?

Use your heart to feel my pain...

Is it really too much to ask?

I need to shout out.but i can't find anyone.

No one understands me.

People will say that i'm being exaggerate

over a small matter.

So yeah, instead of explaining to others

that won't understand after all.

why not be alone and cry it all out,

at least I am the one with a heart.

At least i am Authentic.

At least I'm a person rich with Emotion,

At least I'm brave enough to admit everything

At least I am being myself.

Without restriction towards myself.

I am 100% real

From top to toe,in and out

I am Me.